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frayrunning is pointless; i can't run fast enough in a world controlled by the person i'm trying to escape.fray
i'm just doing myself more harm, after all. breaking myself down so he may find me with nowhere to hide, and exhausted enough so that i won't fight when his axe comes down.
he's faster than me, even if he's not chasing me. he swings the weapon and i scream--"jesus!"-- ducking as the blunt metal lodges itself into the monsters with beggar-hands protruding from the organic walls. their agonized shrieks follow me around the corner, closer than his breath on the nape of my neck.
weaponless--the wrench t
confessional booth"I just can't say it.confessional booth
I just can't."
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"Did you even try? Did you even try to make this work?! Just once?"
Of course I did.
"I didn't mean to let this die, Mi--Scarlet. It's just..." My throat's all closed up, but not because I can't find the words to say.
But because I don't dare to say them.
"Just what?!" She's hysterical, throwing her arms up in the air. If I could, I'd show her what I would look like an hour from now, after this fight has boiled down to her leaving in a fit of rage, letting out a wordless scream of fury and overwhelming sadness
a fool's devotiondear mr. and/or mrs. sender,a fool's devotion
in your last letter, you wanted to know why i'm the way i am. i can't answer that question, but i can tell you my experiences, if that'll help.
in sixth grade, i saw a high schooler beat a girl with a backpack. his or hers, i'm not sure. it was white.
well. it had been white.
during a swim-meet, i dunked my partner under the water. i liked the way he squirmed, doing a frantic little dance under the surface, arms flailing, sending up a torrent of bubbles, every one of them holding within its clear, fragile shell a please let me breathe. he took my forearm, and
black and white girlthis is how i remember it: i'm clutching the toilet bowl like a long lost lover i can't remember the name of, fingers slick with not-just-blood, fervent, the flesh of the back of my throat ripped raw with the help of hot, corrosive stomach acids. the world is black at the edges, like how people should see it, but don't. this is who we are. drunken, aimless, broken loners hanging onto the only thing that keeps us together enough to make us feel alive (until we're left breaking down at the end, murdering ourselves, alone for the last time.)black and white girl
my breakdown is coming faster than i anticipated.
and i lasted lon
| Hmm... |
| I love everything. Hit me up with suggestions that I can fave. |
| Let's play pretend. I'll lead. Please, call me Sharky. I am fourteen. |
let me take you there
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IChaos. Destruction. Rebirth.
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shut your eyes, shut your eyes
[shutyoureyessoyouwontseeitcomi ng]
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IChaos. Destruction. Rebirth.
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shut your eyes, shut your eyes
[shutyoureyessoyouwontseeitcomi ng]
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IChaos. Destruction. Rebirth.
But then again I don't.
I shant be commenting here anymore, because I'm wasting my words and it doesn't feel right caring for something that may as well not exsist.
Later Sharky.
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Evolve.Inspire. Hope.To.Exhale[killkillkillkillkillreborn.to.oblivion.]
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shut your eyes, shut your eyes
[shutyoureyessoyouwontseeitcomi ng]
I don't.
I don't.
I don't.
Ireallydont.
Just want you to know there is someone, far away, someone real behind the keyboard- not just post scripts and aplications, pixels and archives- that gives a whole lot of damn about you.
If you need anything, I will try my hardest to do it for you.
Iprommiseyou.
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Evolve.Inspire. Hope.To.Exhale[killkillkillkillkillreborn.to.oblivion.]
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shut your eyes, shut your eyes
[shutyoureyessoyouwontseeitcomi ng]
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Take heart, though we concede the past to you. And no one can take away your memories......................
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My DragonBall Z art (mostly Vegeta):
[link]
DBZ Wallpapers, colouring stuff and more goodies:
[link]
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i'm not afraid to die. but i'm afraid to dry./
"Je ne suis pas d’accord avec ce que vous dites, mais je me
battrai jusqu’? la mort pour que vous ayez le droit de le dire"
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please don't allow your voice to fade.
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shut your eyes, shut your eyes
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-Stephie-
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shut your eyes, shut your eyes
[shutyoureyessoyouwontseeitcomi ng]
You made checking my messages quite entertaining.
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unplug thephone.stop all the taps.itall comes flooding back.from poisoned cloud to poisoned dwarf>>what a nastydulkbhs SurprisE.the wormsll come for you big boots
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shut your eyes, shut your eyes
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♥ (,`*•.¸( `*•.¸ ¸.•*´ )¸.•*´, )♥
♥´`•.*:+:~ Roxyanna ~:+:*.•´♥
"Together, forever, never apart. Maybe in distance, but never in heart."
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Roxy + Ethan <3
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i hate that sometimes i just want to hold your hand ♥
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shut your eyes, shut your eyes
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